The Lord said to Pontius Pilate, 'I
came into the world, that I should bear witness unto
the truth', to which Pilate replied skeptically, 'What
is truth?' and convinced that there could be no
answer to the query, did not look for one, even from
Christ, but went out to the Jews.
Pilate was right. There is no answer to the question
"WHAT is truth?" if we have in mind the
ultimate truth at the root of the whole existence of
the world.
But if Pilate, meaning Primal or Axiomatic Truth,
had phrased his question as it should have been
phrased - if he had asked "WHO is truth?" he
would have received the answer that, a little while
previously, Christ, foreseeing Pilate's query, gave
at the Last Supper to his beloved disciples, and
through them to the whole world" 'I am the truth.'
Science and philosophy set themselves the question,
WHAT is truth?, whereas Christian religious
perception always considers truth as 'WHO'.
Scientists and philosophers not infrequently look
upon Christians as unsound daydreamers, whereas they
themselves stand on firm ground and so label
themselves positivists. In a curious way they do not
realise all the negativeness of truth as "WHAT".
They do not understand that authentic Truth,
absolute Truth, can be only 'WHO', never 'WHAT',
since Truth is not some abstract formula, some
abstract idea, but life itself.
In fact, what could be more abstract, more negative
than truth as "WHAT"? And we notice this tremendous
paradox throughout the history of the human race,
starting with Adam's fall. Enchanted by his
reasoning mind, man lives intoxicated as it were, so
that not only 'positive' science and philosophy,
like Pilate, pose the question, 'WHAT is truth?' but
even in the religious life of mankind we find the
same great delusion, with people continually seeking
truth as 'WHAT'.;
They reason that if they can arrive at the truth
they seek as WHAT, they will be possessed of magic
power and become unrestrained masters of being.
If man in his religious life adopts the course of
rational research, his approach to the world will
inevitably be pantheistic. Every time the
theologizing mind essays of its own strength to know
the truth about God, whether or not it understands,
fatally it falls into the same error in which
science and philosophy and pantheism are sunk -
intuiting truth as 'WHAT'.
Truth as 'WHO' is never arrived at through reason.
God as 'WHO' can be known only through communion in
being - that is, only by the Holy Spirit. Starets
Silouan constantly emphasised this.
The Lord Himself spoke of it thus:
'If a man loveth me, he will keep my words: and my
Father will love him, and we will come unto him, and
make our abode with him... The Comforter, which is
the Holy Spirit, whom the Father will send in my
name, He shall teach you all things.'
Orthodox ascetic experience rejects the course of
abstract contemplation. Whoever restricts his
thinking about God to abstract contemplation of
Good, Beauty, Eternity, Love and so on, is on the
wrong road. The one who only strips himself of all
empirical forms and conceptions has also not found
the true path.
Orthodox contemplation of God is not abstract
contemplation of Good, Love and the like. Nor is it
a simple withdrawal of the mind from all empirical
forms and conceptions. True contemplation is given
by God through His coming into the soul. The soul
then contemplates God and beholds that He loves,
that He is good, magnificent, eternal; sees Him
celestial, ineffable. But in the abstract nothing
can be contemplated.
Imagination plays no part in true spiritual life,
which is wholly concrete and positive. Genuine
concourse with God is to be sought solely through
personal prayer to the Personal God. Real spiritual
Christian experience is communion with God
absolutely free, and so does not depend only on
man's efforts and will, as is possible in
non-Christian (pantheistic) experience.