Among the most powerful
meditations on Pascha is found in the writings of Melito of
Sardis (ca. 190 AD). His writing On Pascha is both a work of
genius as poetry and a powerful work of theology. Its
subject is the Lord’s Pascha – particularly as an
interpretation of the Old Testament. His writing is a common
example of early Church thought on Scripture and the Lord’s
Pascha.
I offer a short verse, a meditation reflecting on
the first-born of Egypt, who die in the Old Testament
Pascha. He speaks of the darkness of death, and the grasping
of Hades:
If anyone grasped the darkness
he was pulled away by
death.
And one of the first
born,
grasping the material
darkness in his hand,
as his life was stripped
away,
cried out in distress and
terror:
“Whom does my hand hold?
Whom does my soul dread?
Who is the dark one
enfolding my whole body?
If it is a father, help
me.
If it is a mother,
comfort me.
If it is a brother, speak
to me.
If it is a friend,
support me.
It
it is an enemy, depart from me, for I am a first-born.”
Before the first-born fell silent, the
long silence held
him and spoke to him:
“You are my first-born,
I
am your destiny, the silence of death.”
The poetry is poignant – the
words of death as horrifying as any ever spoken, “I am your
destiny, the silence of death.”
When translated into
existential terms, we become both the first-born of the
Egyptians, and the first-born of Israel. As the first born
of Egypt, we too often know our destiny, the silence of
death. We know the emptiness of our lives and the hollow
constructs of the ego. We know the silence of prayer – not
the deep mystical silence of union with God – but the empty
silence that hints that no one is listening.
Never before, it would seem
to me, has the human race been more hungry for God’s true
Pascha. In an over-abundance of experience, we declare
ourselves to be the first-born of Egypt. We find ourselves
in the grasp of a darkness we do not understand. Our lives
are very often removed from the immediacy of their existence
and instead live and move in the context of the digital
world (whether of entertainment or other examples). We
create names and roles for ourselves in make-believe worlds.
Re-enactors become some imaginary personage on the weekend,
enduring reality only for the benefits it creates within the
imaginary world.
Many people indeed live lives
of “quiet desperation” simply because they have no hope and
cannot imagine where hope would begin. The siren song of
modern scientists, who find some strange comfort in the hope
of ever-changing DNA, is just another form of voice, “I am
your destiny, the silence of death.” Those who stumble along
with some vague hope in extra-terrestrial life (as though it
would change the nature of our own existence) and the march
of “progress” (the mere aggregation of technology) if they
take time to notice will see again, the “silence of death.”
In our strange, modern world,
some have made peace with this silence, the last blow of the
secularist hammer on the fullness of the life of faith:
better the grave than the resurrection.
St. Melito obviously offers
an alternative view of the world. The Christ who “trampled
down death by death,” the Lord of Pascha, is foreshadowed in
the world (particularly the account of the Old Testament).
The Christ proclaimed by St. Melito is the Christ who
confronts death itself, including the meaninglessness that
we know too well in our modern world. This Christ is God in
the Flesh, who has condescended into the existence of man
and grappled with the “destiny of the silence of death.” In
the face of the death of His friend, Lazarus, Christ cries
out, “Lazarus, come forth!” With that cry the Church’s
observance of Holy Week begins.
This observance is not the
mere recounting of history. The recounting of history (the
stories of the Old Testament) has been taken up by Christ
into a new and fulfilled existence. The call to Lazarus is
now a call to all of humanity. The silence of death has been
broken by the voice of the Son of God.
“The day is coming and now is,
when those in the grave will hear the voice [of the Son of
God] and come forth.”
Our “angel” has come to
protect us from the devastation of the angel of death, the
one who promises us only “the silence of death.” The Lamb
has been slain and the Cross has been signed over our
doorposts. We need not go quietly into the night.
On the night of Pascha, the
priest stands before the closed doors of a darkened Church
and cries, “Let God arise! Let His enemies be scattered! Let
those who hate Him flee before His face!” It is the eternal
cry of God over His creation. We were not created for death.
We were not created for meaninglessness. We were not created
for the empty imaginations of modern philosophers. We were
created for God and He has come to save us!
Some years back I sat in the
tomb of Lazarus. I sat and listened for an echo of the voice
which shattered death. I did not hear it with my physical
ears – but my heart was lifted up in hope. “All those in the
graves will hear His voice.”