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'The year I lost my limbs was the most brilliant of my life' By Kathleen Hawkins - BBC News Source: http://www.bbc.com |
Lewis with his family before his illness
In a few weeks Alex Lewis went from being the owner of a pub, to becoming
critically ill and a quadruple amputee. Yet he still describes the
past year as the best he's ever had.
"There are
days when I wake up and I think gosh my shoulder hurts, or wow my
stumps are sore, but I just keep on pushing forward," Alex Lewis
explains.
He's on
speakerphone as he is unable to hold a phone now he has no hands.
As well as
losing his limbs, Lewis also lost his lips and nose. Surgeons have
since grafted skin from his shoulder into lips leaving him, he
jokes, looking like a Simpsons character and with a nose that
constantly runs.
The
positivity 34-year-old Lewis, from Stockbridge, Hampshire, has
found over the past year has been remarkable for those close to
him, and he says he feels happier now than before his illness.
Many would find it hard to believe, but he says that great things
have come of it.
It is
incredible what the human body is able to overcome”
"It's made
me think differently about being a dad, a partner, a human being,"
he says, and a new charity set up in his name has given him a huge
impetus to help others. Despite this positive attitude, he can't
do a lot of the things he once loved, like cooking and playing
golf. He and his partner Lucy have lost the pub they once ran.
'Survival chance of 5%'.
It turned
out to be a streptococcal infection (type A) and he was rushed
into hospital in Winchester on 17 November 2013. The infection
penetrated deep into his tissues and organs, and triggered blood
poisoning, or sepsis, a life-threatening condition that causes
multiple organ failure.
The skin on
his arms and legs, and part of his face had quickly turned black
and gangrenous. For his family and friends, at his bedside every
day while he was on a life support machine, it was shocking to
see.
But for his
son Sam, just three at the time, it looked merely as though Daddy
was covered in chocolate.
Lewis's
infected limbs were starting to poison his body and, as soon as he
was off life support, he was told he would have to have his left
arm amputated above the elbow.
He says he
felt no sadness or emotion at the news because the doctors were
incredibly matter-of-fact. "It was a case of 'this arm is killing
me so it has to go,'" he says.
It was the
second week of December and although he had lost an arm, he wasn't
yet out of danger. His damaged legs were beginning to poison his
body and, in quick succession he had two more operations to
amputate first one leg, then the other, leaving him with just one
limb - his right arm.
"I
processed every amputation individually," he says. "Part of me
thought let's just get this process done so I can get out of
hospital and home." But ultimately he says he didn't have much
time to think.
His right
arm had been damaged too, but doctors thought there was a chance
of saving it. It took 17-and-a-half hours in an operating theatre
on Christmas Eve 2013 to rebuild it. Surgeons stripped the arm to
scrape the dead tissue away. Then they took 16.5ins (42cm) of his
left shoulder blade, along with the skin, muscle, nerves and
tissue and grafted it on to his right arm.
Having lost
three limbs already, use of that remaining hand was seen as
crucial by doctors and Lewis was desperate to do what he could to
keep it.
"I learned
along the way that all the quadruple amputees I've met say the one
thing they'd kill for is a hand," Lewis says. "It means you can
still do your daily stuff, get a drink, write."
But the
damage proved to be too severe and, one night, while he was
asleep, Lewis rolled over and snapped the arm in two.
"My hand
was dangling down by my elbow," he says. His partner Lucy was
devastated, and imagined a far harder life for him now he had no
limbs - but Lewis says he didn't care.
"There is
no point waiting for five years trying to get an arm working
again," he says. "I think psychologically it would have been much
more damaging to wait all that time and then lose it."
With all
four limbs amputated, Lewis had to learn how to go about his new
life. He could no longer get himself up and washed and dressed in
the morning, so had to get used to a carer coming in once a day -
but first on his to-do list was learning to walk.
He began a
10-week walking course at Queen Mary's Hospital in Roehampton but
after just two weeks he surprised everyone by successfully walking
on devices called "rocker pylons" - prosthetics on a short pole,
with a large rocking foot.
He's been
walking on them for almost three months now and says he is making
great progress but still finds them awkward. "Going up stairs is
difficult because of the shortness of them," he says, "and
different terrains are hard."
He has
chosen to use prosthetic arms and currently uses ones with hooks.
His attitude is: "I might as well try what is best and then make
my mind up."
The
prosthetics let him do things like open a fridge, pick up a drink
or open a bag of sweets, actions which aren't possible using his
stumps.
He says it
still feels like he's living in a dream world and that it's all "a
bit alien". Catching sight of himself in a mirror feels uncanny,
he says, because the body he had become used to for 33 years has
changed beyond his recognition.
"It can be
upsetting but I just think it is incredible what the human body is
able to overcome," he says.
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Article published in English on: 14-2-2015.
Last update: 14-2-2015.